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HEYHOOOOOOOOO!
ehem ehem... Assalamualaikum semua. 
sorry, mentang mentang dah lama tak update blog dah lupa dah adab tatasusila semua.
syapa syapa... *geleng kepala*

okay, firstly...
*tiup habuk lu*
maaf kepada semua sebab lama tak update blog ni. bukan apa, takda cerita nak dikongsi.
hmm.. sebenarnya ada. cuma malas je nak menaip. eden kalau cerita, bukan reti nak berhenti.
ni pun sebab orang tanya kenapa lama tak update blog. haha fewwwitt ada reader tegar gituww. LOL
anyways, syapa bersyukur dan berterima kasih kepada yang sudi baca blog nih walaupun benda yang dipostkan semuanya merapu rapu.

so....
HOW'S YOUR SCHOOL SESSION EVERYONE?

for me it is completely screwed up. yep, like totally.
sebab weolls dah cuti bagai nak rak after pmr, bangun lambat, late night movies and did all those fun stuffs then tetiba..... SCHOOL?!?! yeayyyyy! not.
yeah i do love studying. but it's too tiring. packed schedule for the whole day and very limited time. 
and plus, with the obstacles that weolls faced recently made it even harder for me to start fresh as a form 4 student in mrsm.
and hey, lupa nak cakap,
I AM OFFICIALLY SIXTEEN! on the previous 11th March.
but something really tragic happened. lol 'tragic' la sangat kan hahahah but because of that thing i am refusing to celebrate my birthday for the next coming year, and the year after and the year after and so on.
i don't want to recall the bad memories so it's better to not celebrate. don't ask what happened don't ask why. just move on with what i decided. alright? good.

the only great memory that i'm thinking right now was watching 'Lawak Ke Der 2' at bilik seminar Az-Zahrawi with Iman, Nadiah and Sab. the show was daymn hilarious-bapak-lawak-gila-nak-mampos.
four of us were sitting at the back dengan kaki melunjur nya buat bilik seminar tu macam rumah kitaorang,
tergelak terguling-guling sekali. hahahah well actually it was me who gelak guling guling gomol gomol kat sab.
okaaaayy, aku lagi teruk daripada sab. sorry sab! and thanks sab! 
but then again, my heart was telling "gelak sakan ni kejap lagi menangis lah"
and intuition was true, i did cry that night. for some reason of course.

so recently, i faced a lot of complications with my current relationship. but Alhamdulillah, i'm still standing strong.
and i managed to teach myself to be dependable sometimes. yeah, for others. 
i thought that i'm already matured. but i'm still a little kid. still, a long way to go. 

STUDIES?
believe me, i'm struggling. to the max. need to catch up everything in every subject as soon as possible cause i was not really paying any attention in class.
entah la, syapa pun tak tau apa syapa belajar kadang-kadang. sometimes cikgu dah keluar "eh aku belajar apa tadi eh?"
orang cakap kalau susah bagi perhatian dalam kelas, buat nota. but syapa ni kalau bagi salin nota, satu whiteboard kalau boleh nak salin. i'm not good in summarizing things. especially notes.
then bila tak habis salin lagi, cikgu dah *padam whiteboard*
and i'll be like @!#$%& which is not good. nu-uh. 
so, entah lah. i'll come up with something for sure, inshaAllah.

i guess this is the end of today's post. will be posting again for the next holiday, inshaAllah.
and for my loyal readers *muntah* thanks for reading! may Allah bless you all.

P/S: I'm learning to be a cool chick. hahahahahah

love,
syapa.


Fresh new start

Assalamualaikum and alohaaa.
Kita tukar pulak sebab asyik hi je kaan. Hihi ^^
So entry kali ni nak buat long but simple plus interesting. Cause siapa yang syapa nak involve kan dalam entry kali ni sure memang nak baca ahh *keningkening*

But before that.... intro dulu.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! 
Semoga tahun 2013 ini akan menjadi lebih bermakna dengan rahmat Allah s.w.t 

Ya Rabbi, cepatnyaaaa masa berlaluuuuu. Macam tak percaya je.
Sekejap je nak bukak sekolah dah. Yayyyy tak sabarnya nak sekolah! Sekolah lah kau, nanti muak sampai tak larat nak sekolah dah. Hamikk. Hahahaha.
So sebagai permulaan tahun yang baru, Syapa nak post entry yang Syapa rasa happy nak bagitahu kat semua orang. No doubts.
Syapa nak cerita pasaaaaaaaaaaaaalll.......... MY FRIENDS! -Ahaks!
Hahaha macam budak tadika je bajet drumroll then friends friends gituw.
Nak buat macam mana kaan *sengau* I tetap comel :3

Perhatian: Ni tak ikut ranking kay. I letak je mana I jumpa gambar dulu dlm folder kihkih (;


Fatin Syakira Ahmad Nizaimi. 10 years and still counting. she's very nice, and i mean it people. once in a blue moon je nampak evil side ni. dia ni simple orangnya. tak payah banyak buku nak pandai. she's born with high level of intelligence. one thing that i will probably remember bout her is gaya lari dia. hahaha 'quack quack'. jangan buang oh, your precious talent tu. always with me through ups and downs. probably my best shoulder cry and listener. dia ni bapak maniac, mak psycho segala keturunan tu melekat kat dia ah. kalau dgn dia ni cakap benda bodoh pun dia gelak je. blur habis -.- but fun anyway. 

"Dear Fatin, please don't leave. Kau dah dengan aku 1 dekad, tak mungkin aku bagi kau pergi cmtu je. Kau ada contract dengan aku weh. Unlimited expiry date. Ingat tuu." 


Nurhuda Mohamad Hamidi. Yeah aku banyak problem dengan dia dulu. But we fought for a reason kan. Syapa ego habis ah time gaduh dengan dia dulu, but dia sabar je. She was always there when I need her. Hugged me when I cried my heart out. Prihatin and penyabar sangat, masyaAllah. May Allah grant your wishes, dear. Dia ni banyak secrets kihkih. Orang je tak tahu. It was pleasant to have the chance to know her. 

"Dear Huda, keep up the good work. Someday someone will love you because of yourself. Not because they wanted you to be someone else. Jangan berubah benda yang baik dalam diri kita sebab orang lain. And belajar dari kesilapan :)"


Wan Nurul Nadiah Wan Nor Alam Shah. haihhhh ponat eden nak type namo ekau ni ha. bila dgn dia switch mood gila balik hahaha. dia ni probably the best person bagi Syapa nak mengadu. sebab after tu dia ikut kita mengumpat orang yang buat kita miserable. hahaha believe me, that really cools me down. selama kawan dengan dia, pernah gaduh sekali je. hihi taknak ah cita ^^ biar kekita je tahu. Nadiah ni nampak je semangat, energetic, tomboy sifatnya *sambil tenyeh hidung ala gangsta* tapi dalaman lembutnya lahaiiii. dia ni cepat penat, sakit tulang, cepat touching, tidur & makan je memanjaaaaaaang. badan tu cenonet je sekeping. jentik pun tumbang. barang-barang pun jaga gila, duit kedekut sangat nak belanja. Syapa ada banyak nak cerita pasal dia sebab dah 2 tahun roomate. so kenal lah sangat dengan Nadiah ni ha. but one thing Syapa tabik, dia ni sensitip pun tak bagitahu. diam je, then buat kerja gila dia. tabik lu ah bro!

"Dear Nadiah, aku harap sangat nak tengok family kau bila besar nanti hehehe. Nak tengok anak kau macam kau tak haha. Everything kau buat, aku support, ingat tu. I will always be happy for you."


Iman Syakirah Ahmad Kilani. ohoho bonda ku. ignore i said that. Iman ni probably will be the most matured person for me. Dia ni perangai je mcm bebudak, but fikiran dia amboi jauhnya. Sebab banyak buat discussion in class and well she was in charged in everything. But dia ni tak boleh stress, boleh menangis, menjerit, forever alone pun boleh. Haha the reason why I said she is matured sebab masa dia form 1 dulu, lain gilaaaaaa. sekarang, haiyoh lain gilaaaa jugak hahaha. tapi different in a good way. Iman suka bawak makanan dalam kelas, tak kedekut nak share dengan semua orang. dalam group tu dia ah teman Syapa nak cakap pasal kpop segala, semua tak layan T^T and oh oh one thing syapa tabik pasal dia, well, this might seem a little awkward, bila dia menangis senang mata sembam. hahaha, syapa nangis lama pun tak pernah mata sampai sembam macam dia. anyways, seronok dapat kenal dia!

"Dear Iman, the only girl in the batch yang main dragon nest, i think hahaha. aku suka cara kau sabar dengan kitaorang dalam group ksi lolz hahaha. sure gonna miss you a lot next year. anyways always be happy! me love you."

Ni tinggi fake x)
Nur Syazana Mohd Naim budak yang montel dahulu sekarang sudah serupa kerengga. ahahah well, takdalah kerengga sangat tipu je. but slim ah jugak. Syapa suka sangat sakat dia ni pastu dia menjerit dengan suara annoying dia tu, tarik tudung, tarik rambut, tarik segala apa ada kat kita lah pastu cabut. -.- Nana ni well, she's a nice girl, fun to hangout with, suka act annoying dengan dia. bila lapar je merengek, tapi dapat makanan alahaii ciputnya makan. tu kat makanan ds ah, benda lain boleh je lahap bebanyak hahaha. Syapa suka dia ni sebab bila dia ada ilmu, dia tak kisah nak kongsi. And bila ada problem pun kadang kadang dia diam je, tunggu lama sikit baru dia mengadu. lama sikit je lah. takda lama mana pun. hahaha.

"Dear Nana, aku harap dah besar nanti jangan lah lupa Syapa yang comel ni kay hihi. Always remember we're in one group together & I'll be with you through ups and downs. Lap chiuuuuu"


Nur Sabrina binti Azmi ohh cabwina titewww hahaha. dengan dia Syapa paling manja awwww. Kitaorang awak kita, cute kaaaaaaan ^^ Sab ni selalu datang whenever she has problems andddd I really appreciate it so much. Dia ni innocent habis ah, budak paling suci dalam batch hahaha. Takkan pernah fikir dia akan buat jahat or stuffs like that. I've been bad to her sometimes because dia ni straight sangaaaaat! COMEL DO. but we all do love to sakat her but takda lah sampai maki hamun. aiii siapa berani buat mai sini Syapa sekeh. 

"Dear Sab, you still have so much to learn. Be strong and be smart in life. Ramai orang suka amik kesempatan kat atas diri kita. Kita doa kan awak selalu, tabahkan hati ya! ^^"



Nik Nur Aisyah Nik Md Zain si gojes (seronok kot kalau dia dapat baca nih) okay mana nak start eh... Nik ni banyak cakap well of course pendebat terbaik kan (okay ni sekali lagi dia bangga) Dia ni bila buat everything semua happy. Kalau happy tu, boleh lompat tinggi lagi daripada Tasha Sidd (atlet lompat tinggi maktab) hahaha :p conclusionnya kalau dia happy nampak sangat lah, lompat, cakap dengan suara yang high-pitch, pastu buat macam "omg omg" tangan punya style, alahhh macam dalam movies tu, ada character gedik buat tangan dia and cakap "omagad omagad". ha macamtu lah, but dia ni gedik in a good way, which I like it! bosan ah kalau semua manusia sama paternnnnnn je kan. one thing Syapa tabik kat Nik ni, eventhough dia anak bongsu, and walaupun dia ANAK MANJA YANG TERAMAT MANJA, dia independent dalam pelajaran. i mean, she'd grabbed every opportunities if it leads to the right path. she's damn good. and when i say dia manja yang teramat manja tu, believe me. SHE IS.

"Dear Nik, seronok gila do dapat rapat dengan kau this year. well, aku takda ah cakap dengan kau sangat en eventhough last year bilik sebelah je. hihihihi. anti-soc gituwww ^^Y but aku harap friendship kita kekal sampai bila-bila, inshaAllah :>"


Iman Camelia Abdullah Firuz, okay here goes the anti-soc kid. Hahaha dia yg cakap mcmtu :p but being friends with her was like "ya Allah penatnyaaaa" hahahaha. dia ni full sense of humour. everything dia cakap really sounded silly. she's really pretty, with tall & slim figure. dia je tak tahu. and she has this one unique way of laughing. tapi Syapa suka, idk why maybe cause bila dia gelak semua orang rasa nak gelak jugak which is good kaaan? ^^

"Dear Iman, why you say you no pretty? you are pretty lah darlingg :> I know kita ni tak rapat sangat. But i'm looking forward for us to be more closer. It's reaaaaallly nice to know you  and even be friends with you.  Be funny all the time! :D"

Nur Izzati Hamizah Hamzan my full of philosophy friend. hahaha. Mieza ni cuteeeee orangnya. and dia natural beauty, wooo envy gila kot. Mieza ni tak boleh expect orangnya, dia boleh je buat benda gila tak tentu masa. lagi kita orang kata "mieza, dah dah" lagiiii dia buat hahaha. dia ni en full of determination. kalau dia ada semangat nak lari tu dia boleh lari lagi laju daripada Nadiah hahahaha. cuma bila nak ajak keluar riadah, malas tahap gaban -.-

"Dear Mieza, jadilah gila selalu ya haha seronok tengok kau macamtu. and please do be happy in life. kita orang ada dengan kau, ingat tu, jangan lupa. we will always be right there to share everything with you."

Nur Izzati Abdul Rahman bro kami hehehe. ni lagi satu izzati, who we called Ijat. but dia suka lagi orang panggil dia Ati, soooo tiut hahaha. dia ni cool habis ah wa cakap sama lu. macam takda masalah je. kalau dia lelaki sure ramai konpem suka dia ah. baik, responsible, kelakar, mana tak suka kaann. dia ni ada swag but dalam hati ada taman. bila dengar bakal suami idaman dia, cute gila do. hahaha tak sangka. dia ni sama jugak gila tahap Nadiah dengan Iman tu. Kalau tiga gabung, weh meletup. Somehow Syapa envy gila dengan dia. Really envious.

"Dear Ijat, nak sangat tengok kau bila dah kahwin nanti. mesti cute en dengan husband kau ^^ be happy too in life. and selalu ingat kawan-kawan kau yang selalu support kau. Aku selalu doa kan kau jugak :>"

Aida Raihana Mahalim tauke rempeyek feveret ku hahaha. dia ni nampak garang, but once knew her, gila jugak weh. haha. Syapa  suka gila tengok dia pakai baju besar besar. sebab body dia kecik and cute, so bila dia pakai baju besar nampak macam pakai baju boyfriend. alaaah macam dalam character movie korea tuh hahaha ^^

"Dear Aida, hope to know you better. Sorry if aku tak layan kau dengan baik selama ni. Hope that our friendship lasts forever :D"

So tu jela, actually Syapa banyak lagi nak tunjuk appreciation Syapa towards of my friends. 
Even nak one batch pun boleh. But tak larat eden nak menaip.
So just one short thanks to all of em.

Dear 9th batch of MRSM KKB, tahun 2010, 2011, 2012 seronok dengan korang. Banyak kan kita dah experience. Gaduh lelaki dengan perempuan, rollcall sana rollcall sini, bertekak lah, maki hamun lah. but in the end we found out that we just need each other. dah 3 years dengan korang, rasa macam 1 family pulak. after ni, life will may be not the same. so aku amik kesempatan ni nak say thank you to all of you. and mintak ampun salah silap aku before ni. aku tahu aku annoying, gedik, apa lagi, name it yourself lah. but nobody's perfect kan. Anyways, aku harap korang berjaya dunia akhirat. And always be thankful and happy no matter where we are :) 
Love,
Syapa.


A time with them


Assalamualaikum and hi everyone ^^
Haaa tu diaaa kasi gambar besar sekali. Syapa nak buat muka annoyed, tapi tak boleh -.- So kerja mamat tu lah nak buat muka annoyed segala.
Kitaorang pergi times square. And that was the best hangout ever during this school holiday.
Fyi, Syapa tak keluar lagi dengan friends lagi cuti ni kay. Kalau dengan Epy dah twice.
Actually dah 3 times but the other day pergi Mid tu, tak kira. Something happened actually.
So, kepada Epy, jangan cuba nak hide anything from me. Wa dah memang ada feeling kalau lu buat salah.
Heheheh taiko tak? :p

Soooo, I am looking forward for school sessions! (gila ke apa minah ni)
Yeah yeah, semua orang nak cuti lagi kan. But me want school! 
I don't have any younger sisters or brothers. I only have abang and kakak-kakak (2 orang je)
And they are grown ups. They have their own family. So tinggal lah Syapa seorang tsk tsk...........
That's why I can't stand being alone. Yeah I do have mom. But it's not the same feeling when I'm with my friends okay.
Kalau dengan mama....hm...well, she's a mother and sometimes she can't be crazy like teenagers do.
So, I really need my friends! And well, of course mamat kepeng tu.

To my schoolmates, chill, kita 1 month boleh enjoy! No serious studies. Right?
So, let us cherish the moments while it still lasts. Nanti yang pindah maktab dah tak boleh enjoy dah :(
I'm sure gonna miss you guys.  Even yang tak boleh further studies in MRSM next year. :(
We all surely gonna miss each other. 

And last comment for this post adalaaaahhhh


I SUKA GILAAAAAAAAAA GAMBAR NI WOI! 
Hahahahaha -.-

Ni mamat kepeng I dengan my girls.
Serious Syapa suka the feeling yang diorang dah anggap Epy ni mcm bro diorang- ahaks!
So tak awkward sangat kalau nak hangout with all of em.

Aku sayang korang gila ah :') 
Forever.

xoxo,
Syapa.

Noemu Noemu Saranghae



  


 Others may seem we're not suitable for each other. But I know you a lot more than anyone darling. 
And nobody can ever love you like I love you.

Sorry sentimental tiba-tiba -.-"
Sincerely,
Syapa.