HEYHOOOOOOOOO!
ehem ehem... Assalamualaikum semua.
sorry, mentang mentang dah lama tak update blog dah lupa dah adab tatasusila semua.
syapa syapa... *geleng kepala*
okay, firstly...
*tiup habuk lu*
maaf kepada semua sebab lama tak update blog ni. bukan apa, takda cerita nak dikongsi.
hmm.. sebenarnya ada. cuma malas je nak menaip. eden kalau cerita, bukan reti nak berhenti.
ni pun sebab orang tanya kenapa lama tak update blog. haha fewwwitt ada reader tegar gituww. LOL
anyways, syapa bersyukur dan berterima kasih kepada yang sudi baca blog nih walaupun benda yang dipostkan semuanya merapu rapu.
so....
HOW'S YOUR SCHOOL SESSION EVERYONE?
for me it is completely screwed up. yep, like totally.
sebab weolls dah cuti bagai nak rak after pmr, bangun lambat, late night movies and did all those fun stuffs then tetiba..... SCHOOL?!?! yeayyyyy! not.
yeah i do love studying. but it's too tiring. packed schedule for the whole day and very limited time.
and plus, with the obstacles that weolls faced recently made it even harder for me to start fresh as a form 4 student in mrsm.
and hey, lupa nak cakap,
I AM OFFICIALLY SIXTEEN! on the previous 11th March.
but something really tragic happened. lol 'tragic' la sangat kan hahahah but because of that thing i am refusing to celebrate my birthday for the next coming year, and the year after and the year after and so on.
i don't want to recall the bad memories so it's better to not celebrate. don't ask what happened don't ask why. just move on with what i decided. alright? good.
the only great memory that i'm thinking right now was watching 'Lawak Ke Der 2' at bilik seminar Az-Zahrawi with Iman, Nadiah and Sab. the show was daymn hilarious-bapak-lawak-gila-nak-mampos.
four of us were sitting at the back dengan kaki melunjur nya buat bilik seminar tu macam rumah kitaorang,
tergelak terguling-guling sekali. hahahah well actually it was me who gelak guling guling gomol gomol kat sab.
okaaaayy, aku lagi teruk daripada sab. sorry sab! and thanks sab!
but then again, my heart was telling "gelak sakan ni kejap lagi menangis lah"
and intuition was true, i did cry that night. for some reason of course.
so recently, i faced a lot of complications with my current relationship. but Alhamdulillah, i'm still standing strong.
and i managed to teach myself to be dependable sometimes. yeah, for others.
i thought that i'm already matured. but i'm still a little kid. still, a long way to go.
STUDIES?
believe me, i'm struggling. to the max. need to catch up everything in every subject as soon as possible cause i was not really paying any attention in class.
entah la, syapa pun tak tau apa syapa belajar kadang-kadang. sometimes cikgu dah keluar "eh aku belajar apa tadi eh?"
orang cakap kalau susah bagi perhatian dalam kelas, buat nota. but syapa ni kalau bagi salin nota, satu whiteboard kalau boleh nak salin. i'm not good in summarizing things. especially notes.
then bila tak habis salin lagi, cikgu dah *padam whiteboard*
and i'll be like @!#$%& which is not good. nu-uh.
so, entah lah. i'll come up with something for sure, inshaAllah.
i guess this is the end of today's post. will be posting again for the next holiday, inshaAllah.
and for my loyal readers *muntah* thanks for reading! may Allah bless you all.
P/S: I'm learning to be a cool chick. hahahahahah
love,
syapa.
