Friday; 24.07.09 : so fun lah yesterday! me, khayrin and the boys were really enjoying ourselves. i ate Blueberry Cheesecake from Secret Recipe, potato bun, 100 plus orange flavour with ice and BIKA snack. we were so full, and there goes my diet. i am planning to diet bfore puasa came. i am going through a few changes of myself. lately, many things have changes, my life, my friends, my studies and everything. some of those i know the reasons but some are not. i got two people that i really appreciate for being with me through all time. im sorry what i've done to u before, im really sorry. i know someone who is reading now will thought that im acting nice, pure etc. but u're wrong. i know who i am, and its my choice. i love all my friends, and i know some of them didn't love me. not everybody are perfect, right? but to tell the truth, i often break my friends' feelings. i always backstab them , and im often lie to them. i admit that i done many wrong to them. and i hope that they all will forgive me. i just being truly myself, which i know many didn't like it. i hate my life, and wish that i didn't live, yes, i mean it. im desperate. i just want my friends to know that i love u guys and i always do.
last words;
please forgive me
sitinursyafiqa,
