Ehem ehem , feelings expression right now . Gah , I don't know what I done wrong in this world . Why everyone are trying to blame me ? Aku buat itu salah , aku buat ini salah . Until everytime I had to cry but I can't . Seriously , aku tak boleh menangis sekarang . What is actually my fault ? What have I done wrong ? Am I stupid ? If I , probably YES . I love to insult myself , no big deal . I've become INVISIBLE ! No one realize I'm here . No one know what I am feeling inside . I have no one to complain to . I have no one's shoulder to cry on . I don't have no one . Actually , I really really need someone that I can tell all my secrets to without she or he spilling it to anyone . Everyone that I have now , I just can't believe . I know they are also humans . And I know , it's all my fault . Aku selalu susahkan orang , I'm a waste . DUMP ME :'( No one ever understands me . And no one ever ask me " What do you really awfully need ? " I NEED PURE LOVE , thats all I ever asked , Ya Allah . When I'm going to die , is there anyone beside me ? Will they sit and hold my hands tightly ? Will they cry for me ? Will they be sad when I'm gone ? Thats all the quetions that Him only can answer . I already gave my love and my heart to everyone that I loved . But , I still can't feel the love that they wanna give to me . I can't see in their eyes . It's okay , I always being hurted . I always being ignored . It's time that changes everything . And I prayed for the time to be quickly and just stop at that moment .

With a pain wounded heart ,
Syafiqa
11:05 PM
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