I felt weird today . Incredibly sad , I wanted to cry but I can't . I tried to cheer myself up by listening to songs , but it didn't make me feel okay . I tried to chat with all of my BFFs but it doesn't work also . I felt uneasy of shifting to this MJSC , Mara Junior Science College . I'm afraid of not getting some nice new friends there , I'm not that beautiful , I'm not that intelligent , I'm not that nice and I'm not that rich . Aghh , I want to cry , please someone make me cry . Please .
I'm begging you . Since I broke with R , I can't cry . FYI , I will be crying if I heard Hurt by Christina Aguillera , it's true . But , nowadays I feel I have an empty heart , I didn't cried when the night we broke up . I don't even cry if one of my best friends talked about him . WHY ? Am I that vain of not crying ?
Please , I'm suffering
Lots of dried tears ,
Syafiqa D":
11:38 PM
