It explains everything right? We're not breaking up yet. But, I tried everything. I'm sure he's reading it. Haha, seems that I'm the victim kan you? Actually, I'm not. He is. You guys are sure giving me supports, you'll say, don't think negatively, he loves you, he would give in everything for you, bla bla bla. It's no use, I already shut down my ear function. What matter the most, it all seems so common to you guys. It will never seems to be different. To me, it's like tearing my heart to pieces. I don't know how to settle this down like other problems. I need someone like someone needed me. It's hurting to see that someone that you love the most is hurting you back, right? Nahh, it no use. Talking like a loser doesn't make everything alright. I just.... need to rest and forget all of these had happened and live like a dumb girl that matter about someone else feelings than hers.I like to be squashed, haha.
Syafiqaa.
