that's the thing which is always buggin' me for so long. idk why, im not sure i chose the right choice. im not sure it was the wise decision i ever made. idk, i just DON'T KNOW. my love story is a maze, and i can hardly solve it on my own. the one who knows me well, knows, im not the type of girl who can stand on her barely feet, alone. i need someone, and someone is HIM. i realize, i hated him for no solid reason, im the one who should be blamed for not giving him a second chance. to let my heart knows, he is fighting for me, for our love in every seconds of his life. i forgot why i held on so long with him before. all i just know is it's the time for we both have our own ways, seperately.
im not promising that i would get back with you in a short period of time, i just wanted you to understand that i need some time to make the right decision. of both our lives. if we are meant together, we will be. nothing could stop us even death. im grateful you're the one who managed to open my heart. i couldnt love anyone else, better than the way i loved you. and i still, loving you.
i know, many would say im insane, letting go of a guy and desperately wants him back. eh dudes, im expressing my feelings on my own blog. it's none of your business. if you don't want to read, back off, i don't need you. im thankful, you're the guy :')
"if one day, you'll become success and there will be a zillion girls who would kill themselves for you, promise you'll give me a shot. for us :')"
thanks for being the guy,
Syafiqaa.
