syapa's back for posting next stupid posts these few days of freedom, again. yeah, badai melanda these lately. plus few subjects for exam fuck the whole things up. we did our science computer, arabic and arts! ohyeahbaby, im such hell good in arts. wtf, aku lukis entah apa-apa, but nasib baik ramai puji aku bersungguh-sungguh and aku warna cantik (sangat-sangat) kahkah *bajet sekejap. i did question number 2 which was "seekor semut sedang berisitirehat sambil mendengar radio di atas sehelai daun di atas tasik. terdapat banyak bunga yang berwarna-warni di sekeliling tasik." hihi best kan arahan? yeah we do love you encik Shuhdimi but we're still new in this 'industry' *coughcough, so why not you give us more time to involve in this kind of things? *dushh sukahati mak bapak kau je cakap kat cikgu macam tu. haih syapa ni -__-"
this morning activities were TREATMENT, TREATMENT and more TREATMENT. mom sent me to this kind of injection treatment with vitamin c medicine in it so my pimples problems will go off. yes, im a pimplish girl, kahkah laugh at it. fuck up dude. fyi ive been suffer it for like 6 years yeah since standard 3. much younger than you would think huh? tons of treatment i went through and none of them worked. do you think im sad? well actually, OF COURSE IM SAD! duhh -.- but, i'll try to set things up right and get what i really deserve :) hug me! XD we enjoyed tutti frutti since mom wanted to taste it for like the first time. haha, then bila mama dapat, macam taknak lepas je. dushdush, its mine! kekekeke.
i think physical appearance do give effects in relationships. i mean, all kinds of relationships. love, even friends. i dont know why should i feel this way. whether its being pessimistic or sarcastic to myself. i hate being cruel to myself but sometimes the people and the environment makes me do. they just make me feel like too humble and be pessimistic. but none of them cares, so do i :)
lovelife, ahh me and him are happy. he's like different than other guys. common sentence. neh i dont want you to care. he's like different than the guys ive been before. he's fun to be with, simple type of guy, and ye, pessimistic too. i dont hope he'll be like the one and only forever prince charming ive could wished for, but he really did left something in me. courage, independent and not to be selfish. he taught me to be a better person. he's the one who'll be over excited if my subjects' marks improved, especially maths. he's the one who wouldnt tell whats wrong because he knows i'll get mad. he's the one who'll not trying to make me win if i got involved in some problems but make me sorry for what ive done. his an inspirational guy, he's spirit, always wouldnt want to lose in something. makes me realize, yeah, he's here for me. and only me. he's the one who didnt gave hope for being in the future with me but prayed to God that i'll be the only one for him, today, tomorrow and forever.
for the last wish, HAPPY AIDILADHA! for all the muslims all over the world. ni saat paling mengasyikkan. HAPPY MENGORBAN LEMBUUU! haha, kalau atok kering baca ni mesti sayang sangat girlfriend ni kan? hoho :D sayang awak. :)
kay lahh, chiao for now. more post coming, stay tuned :)
syapa.
