aku bosan. aku desperate and aku down. dunno why, im all alone. it seems like im not having anyone. im missing my life. my childhood moments. my kindergarten-ians. i never wanted to be an adult. or a problematic teenager. i never wanted to carry these responsibilities. and i, i never wanted these all to change. i just wanted the way it was.
i just watched high school musical senior year. yeah, i am like gabriella. "i just wanted all to slow down". my life is always in full speed ahead. i just, i really want all of these to just slow down. 1 more year everything will change. its like going through your senior year. our form 4 soon, will be a lot different. and i dont want it to happen, ever.
i miss him like miss miss miss him. i just dont know im the right for him. i just dont know. im good at goodbyes. its just im not sure when. i just dont know.
im feeling down. in everything. thanks life.
xx,
syapa.
