" SYAPA NAK JADI KAYA "
p/s; bukan kaya yang sapu kat roti tu. #kedebukbarutahu.
haha, kind of irritating introduction, isnt it? HAHA.
yeah dah nak buat macam mana. dah aku selalu berangan macamtu.
kalau aku yang tak kaya, laki aku kaya pun boleh lah :) HAHA materialistic sungguh -___-"
takdelah, i've been thinking about the future. like mama said, zaman aku nanti lifestyle mesti tinggi lagi than sekarang.
that's why i've been thinking about my needs, and my wants, house, cars, electric bills, internet bills, phone bills, water bills, kids' allowance, school fees, etc etc.
including the extra expenses, gosh it's going to kill me.
cant you see what type of person i am? head ahead ~ hee :3
it's not wrong to dream of our future so we can plan it better right? still, i couldnt stand it when people hate when we did that =_____="
lagi berapa hari je nak bukak sekolah, are you guys happy with it?
next year dah jadi fifteen
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camp study camp study camp study kursus kursus kursus
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banyak assignments
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cuti macam tak cuti
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no time for myself
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stress, menangis, desperate, etc etc.
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kena marah dengan cikgu
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tak boleh main-main
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buat PMR
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FREEDOM!
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dinner time!
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GRADUATION ;')
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kerja kerja kerja xD #nipalingakusuka
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own my own money x)
im gonna study hard for next year. well, we only got 9 months o.O whateff
i am so gonna fuel up myself. and get what i totally deserve.
speaking of lovelife, aku tahu some are interested and some are not.
i think im gonna ask for a break.
yeah, im sooooooo gonna work my ass off for next year. and so do he.
he already warned me that we're gonna be busy for next year with all the studies and stuffs.
he is a really hard work student, he really wanted to have a really really really bright future.
the only stone that is blocking his path, is the only me. and it already bring me guilts till the end of my core.
and it will bring me disatifactions, and get the so-called-crying-scenes all up. i dont wanna get him into misery. seriously, i dont and i wont.
i think its the only option. yea yea, i know. people makes choices not mistakes.
but, it's the only choice i've been thinking so far. he'll be okay without me, even stronger than he think he possibly could.
we have to live and learn, kan? :')
so, i guess that's all fer now. since i'll be predicting some of you are deadly hating this post. i dont even care. sucka -.-"
strongly known,
syapa xoxo
