Pa, I'd wished you're with me right now. I missed you so much.
Ya Allah, please place Abdul Hanif bin Mohd Pilus among the goods. Forgive his sins and mistakes. Provide him comfortability and lessen the burdens that were given to him. Avoid him from any harms, dangers or any diseases. Only to You, Ya Allah I prayed.
It's been ages since I cried my heart out alone. I never felt it quite comfortable like I used to. It seems to be more hurting, and to know yesterday you were not alone, but now there's only you already been more depressing. I don't know how to act, I don't know what to do, only blaming the situation. Like what Epy said, I'm strong. Papa wants me to be strong, that's why he left me. He left me to be on my own. So I must not disappoint him, right? Yeah, it would do.
I love you pa, forever and always.
