Um new topic . Problems at the hostel ? Ughhh , stressed much . How is it two friends fighting for a boy ? Or two friends fighting for a girl ? Kinda dramatic and I hate it . Duhhh , girl , can't you understand what I said that night ? OR you really don't undertand Malay ? Ish , nak je aku mention nama kau malam tu , tapi aku ni ada perasaan tak nak kau malu . Itupun kira bersyukur tau tak ? I don't even want that boy except be friends with him . If you really want him , just take him and zip your mouth . Deal ?
And for today's activities are :
- i went to some of my mother friend's friend in Wangsamaju this afternoon for some treatment
- he said that i have some disease which is need to keep it as a secret
- i felt dizzy and weak after doing that treatment
- many of my friends at MJSC add me on FB
- and i think they would hate me after going back
- i miss my Smokey
- when we're about to go inside the house , my mom always mention Smokey will always wait us behind the door
- i'm crying
- i went to carrefour just now
- bought a lot of things
- my mom just burned my baju kurung
- my favourite baju kurung
- today's going to be a terrible day
- with lots of cry , pain and unsatisfied
- i hate my life
- i know i'm not beautiful , not intelligent , not obedient , not kind
- kill me if you want to
- i want to die , leave me alone
