Hey guys , I'm back . I done a lot of poems lately . Yahh , and I think that many follow my footsteps , maybe . I THINK . Seriously , I've been missing my girlfriends alott ! Dba , Zarith , Khay , Aini , if you guys are reading this , I just want you to know I really cried for you guys when I was there . Eventhough , I had alot of friends there I just kept feeling that something isn't right . I didn't fit into their groups , no one ever understands me . I think they don't even want to try . I really don't have anybody to share my problems there except for Fatin . Luckily , she's there too . If not , I couldn't imagine what my life when I was there . And the boys aren't like our old boys :'( Gosh , I miss them too . Those boys are damnly awful , mean , bad and don't respect others . I don't care if one of the boys there are reading this , I just want you boys to know that the girls are hoping for you boys to change . It's been giving us a heartache when you boys treat us badly .
Yeahh , I admit it was kinda fun living there with all our friends and so on . But , mostly every night I sleep with tears and wake up with a heartache . But nobody realize . I just don't want them to know . Ughhh , it's stressing . If I started to feel enjoy and laughing with friends , boys . Everyone will started to hate me , I don't know why . But it is kinda fun hurting myself , yeah I'm nuts . I have all the negative things in me , kill me if you want to .
I hate my life .
