Hello peeps, I'm loving my life, am I? Haha, I'm trying my best to love it as MUCH as I can! Muah muah, I love you life! Hmmmm. So, are you guys wondering what happen to my life recently? Okay, I'll tell you. So here it goes *taking a deep breathI've faced the most tragical incident in my life. I guess everybody already knew, my beloved dad died. Al-Fatihah to Encik Abdul Hanif b. Mohd Pilus. Yeah, it's a suprise. I never thought it would happen, neither my family. Day by day, we were able to accept the fate that papa's gone. I hate to cry, but I can't stand it. It make me sooo, sooo, sad. Hhm, at least now I know that papa's gone to a safer place beside the Almighty. I know and I'll pray for him every second I live and I'll try my best to be what you want me to be :') Okay okay, enough for the sad part. I've told you, I'm trying to love my life right? Woohp, tears over! xD
Hm, I'm thinking of my previous activities during these awesome holidays. Hah, awesome? Yeahhh, it looks awesome to me because I'm a boarding school student so I'm appreciating what I really have right now. Haha. The only difference between normal school's students boarding school's students is HOMEWORKS DURING HOLIDAYS!! Agh, it's killing me, slowly. And I awfully hating that. I'm jealous to see my friends only 'shaking legs' (goyang kaki) during these holidays. Can I ask you to do my homeworks? Gahh, I wanna bite something now x( The homeworks are folios! Well, I have to do 3 of it, but neither one is touched! Haha, how's cool is that. Wam, how many times I have to repeat it to everybody? Haha, HOW'S COOL IS THAT? I'd prefer to be called 'cool' than 'hot'. I don't know, I just love it!
Hm, I guess I just learned alot, and I'm very thankful because I am the chosen one. I would like to learn some more because I just love the way how my life goes ups and downs :')
"Pa, you're the awesomest dad I ever had. Yes, I felt so lost until I became half-conscious. I felt that I really want you back. But, I knew I had to stand up again and told myself to be strong. I will not dissapoint you and I will try my best to be what you want me to be.
Your young lovable daughter,
Syafiqaa.
