Hey girls and boys. Am currently busy with life. I'm totally not packing in my stuffs for getting back to hostel. And how much I'm sighing this holiday listening to my mom's speech all morning after I woke up and before I went to bed every time. Believe me, Syafiqa, you'll be missing her this 2011, ALOT. I know she wants to do the best for me but I mostly misunderstood it. I'm not a good daughter as you see me as a good friend. I do keep my friends' heart from hurting but I oftentimes didn't keep my mom's heart from hurting. Yes, I am a bad daughter. I know some of you said that I shouldn't blame myself like this. But, in this case, I should be blamed. I don't know how to keep myself away from not to get mad easily on my mom. All I need is just guidance from Allah s.w.t right? His the Almighty ♥ It's almost a month since my dad passed away. Yasin for him ~ I admit, I felt quite a loss in my life since dad's gone. I love him so much ♥My mom spent her money quite alot after that. That's making me worry. I tried to put myself in her shoe, and I finally understood her. I know, losing someone who you really love is hard. Isn't it?
I'm going back to hostel, so bye bye Ampang. I'll miss you so much. By the time I get back during the holidays next year, my new house is already done. My mom made the kitchen cabinet white -.- I hate it. White kitchen cabinet? Believe me, it's going to be yellowish by 6 months. I do love white, but it doesn't mean that we have to paint everything white. I CAN wait to shift to an another house, HAHA. I hate shifting to ANYWHERE! The older I am, the more I hate changes. I want it to be the way it was. I don't want anything to change, I don't want anyone to change. And I'm hardly taking it as an adventure of my life. I hate changes -.-
Speaking of reality life, my purse are easily growing with green stuff. Keching keching $$ But it's hard to get away from spending aite? Haha, and I'm trying to be super not-into-spending-mode. Help me guys. I'm sure next year, it'll be all about getting out your money from your purse into koop's account. Hmm -.- See, how hard is it? Kayh, I'll be posting something else sooner, or later. Gtg, chiao ')
I don't want,
Syafiqaa.
