Hey Earth invaders, so Happy New Year! I can't make for posting last night because I was feeling very nauseous and dizzy. I don't know why, but I guess it must came from what I ate. I spent the new year's eve on my bed, crying all night hoping for him to be beside me forever. I love him, I take our relationship very seriously and I hope that he'll fulfill his promise ;) Sayang, I love you. You tahu kann? ♥ x)
Sooooooo, homeworks were 75% done. 15% more to go is BM, haha. No need to worry for that, I'll be busy copying some of those kind ones during school next week ;) Hey, I'm not that kind okay? Being bad just rocked my life \m/ But, it makes me relieved, actually. Because I did those works last minute after I told myself that school is going to open in two weeks time. Then, I felt that I have just to do it. Because nobody can move you until you moved yourself, right? :) Okay, I've done my packing, eventually. My mom was soooooo into-packing-mode, until she packed all my things neatly. And whoa, I DO got loads of things to bring. Eventually, I need a lorry for that! ;) I don't know why, I just can't live with small amount of things. I needed to feel secure, is that wrong?
Wokayy, currently school is opening this Monday but boarding school students will be registering theirselves tomorrow, Sunday, 2nd January 2011. Mom told me that we're going to go early tomorrow for the 1st session registration. Our car is small and with all my things? Believe me, it's crowded that you think. Najwa is going to follow us tomorrow. She's a master in carrying and unpacking stuffs. Woah, she got muscles! Haha. I'm amazed when she carried both of my luggages at the same time. I said, "Eh bagi aku satu tu. Berat lah". She replied "Alah, takpelah. Tak berat pun". And with her blur face, I can't believe it! Haha. She's a strong girl to me, physically and mentally. ♥
I guess I won't have time to post tomorrow so I take the advantage for posting tonight eventhough mom is shouting to go to bed. I've already spoke to mom how important posting on my blog for the last day, so I guess she'd understand. How amazing my mom is, ya see. I would like to thank to all of my followers because I didn't have THAT much followers before because I don't have an awhsome blog before. But, thanks to Shilaa for the help of improving my blog. Muah muah ♥ :) Pray for me to have a splendid year in hostel for this 2011 so I won't have the ULTIMATE sickness of going home. I want mom to be proud of her little daughter, so I will make her proud :') ♥
Mr. Zacho, it's been awhile since I didn't call you that name. Thanks for the moments we had in this 10 months time. It's been pleasuring as more as I wanted it to be. I know you'll take care of me someday. Let's pray that we'll be together for eternity. Thanks for understanding who exactly I am without changing any of me. I know that we were confused with our own feelings once, and fought about it but hey, listen to me, we worked out practically fine right? As long you remembered me, loved me and think back the moments we had, breaking up will never exist in our dictionary. I know fairytales doesn't even exist but you made me liven it up according to our way. Laugh, fight, silence, confused, blurred, it's all matters in a relationship. And those things will never turn my back from you. You'll aways know that. ♥
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People changes so you can learn to let them go. Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they are right. You believe lies so eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart, so better ones can fall together"
I love you 2010,
Syafiqaa.
