I'm posting durin MSK's period right now. Well, there's no hard assignments that Puan Zafirah gave us. Addition, I'm sitting beside Iman, so I was influenced by her to do our things xD Things went hard lately. VERY HARD. It's hard for me to handle, and more harder to go through it. I'm weak alone, now, I'm more weaker when he's not with me anymore. Me and him? Yes, we're no longer together. Geesh, quite a shock right? I never expect that we're going to break up in this kind of way. We faced a lot of problems, we changed. Yes, WE changed. We couldn't understand each other anymore. He changed, I changed, people changed. But, I admit I still love him, no matter what I can't love another man like I love him. He's a little bit different, but, men are still men right? I still couldn't help myself from crying. Eventhough I'm looking fine on the outside, it doesn't mean I'm okay inside. I really need him, but it's for our own good that we broke up. We can't suit together.
Dear mr. Z,
Although there's no WE anymore, you know, I'm still there inside of you. You're a part of my life. And I swear I wouldn't forget you no matter what. Our wound is deep inside of our hearts, I know. But, stay strong aite? I couldn't be there beside of you always, this time. There's just you. And there's just me. Take of yourself dear. For I always love you :')
"I just want you to know the truth, but I just realize you are not there"
Love, Syafiqaa.
