Jar of Hearts

Everything will change soon, it's up to me to go through it alone. Naahh, don't worry I'll be fine. I'm mama's strong girl :) Missing mama, kinda. She's in Madinah, performing her Umrah. Can't call her like I always did. MSK's session, Puan Zafirah is not here yet. AHHHHH, FREEDOM AT LAST, haha. Umphh, I missed blogging long entries. I mean, something useful for all of us. Right now, it's just expressing my useless feelings. Don't worry, I ain't like this for a long time. Just get use to it, kayh?


So, I stayed during SUPER. It was SUPERB! I, ehh I mean WE all had splendid time together. Form 2 students hanging out at dataran PUM until late night when there were no other forms except us x) It's fun talking to boys who I didn't get the chance to talk to before. And shared a lot of things like families, studies, friends, MONEY, haha. I had much fun helping out PUMs selling drinks and snacks at the field. Ahh, forget to mention, I represented MRSM KKB for pingpong, and we LOST. First match, with Kuala Kelawang, LOST. Second, Lenggong, WIN. Third, Kota Kinabalu, WIN (but boys didn't). We had to play it in team so, we had to win at least 2 games to enter the finale but we didn't have the chance to. Nvm, it's just a game. It'll come back whenever it want to ;) And I'll never stop! FIGHTING, YEAHH xD


Hmmm, since we didn't go back during the holidays, we need to work out on Civic's folio which we have to collect other MRSM students' biodata. And guess what, I DID NONE! x) Fatin finished -.- She's always like that, so that's not shocking at all. Guess, a lot of people already know my status. And I'm not bothering it at all. It's been a long time since I didn't felt this way, FRESH AIR, FREEDOM. I know, he'll be sad looking at this. But, it's only the saddest thing if we found out that the person we loved, wasn't happy before, am I right?


I'm just a normal human peeps, correct me if I'm wrong. I don't have nothing to babble for, much this time. I'll end here, buhbyeee ;DDDDDDD


Love, Syafiqaa.